INDIANAPOLIS (WISH) — The parents of an Indianapolis man being held captive by ISIS have released additional portions of their son’s letter from captivity.
Ed and Paula Kassig, the parents of hostage Abdul-Rahman Kassig, released more of their son’s letter on Monday. Kassig, 26, was working on a project for the non-governmental organization he founded, Special Emergency Response and Assistance (SERA), when he was detained on Oct. 1, 2013, on his way to Deir Ezzour in eastern Syria.
The family had previously released excerpts from their son’s letter last week. The Kassigs confirmed on Monday that they received an audio recording of their son via email about two weeks ago, a few days before his identity was made public by his captors. In the recording, Abdul-Rahman Kassig says his time is running out.
No other information about the audio recording or what it said has been released by the family.
Below is the letter written by Abdul-Rahman Kassig. The portions in bold include the new information released on Monday. The excerpts have been edited for length and to remove sensitive information, but the words were all written by Abdul-Rahman Kassig, formerly known as Peter:
It is still really hard to believe all of this is really happening… as I am sure you know by now, things have been getting pretty intense. We have been held together, us foreigners … and now about half the people have gone home. … I hope that this all has a happy ending but it may very well be coming down to the wire here, and if in fact that is the case then I figured it was time to say a few things that need saying before I have to go.
The first thing I want to say is thank you. Both to you and mom for everything you have both done for me as parents; for everything you have taught me, shown me, and experienced with me. I cannot imagine the strength and commitment it has taken to raise a son like me but your love and patience are things I am so deeply grateful for.
Secondly, I want you to know about things here and what I’ve been through straight from me so you don’t have to wonder, guess, or imagine (often this is worse than the reality). All in all I am alright. Physically I am pretty underweight but I’m not starved, & I have no physical injuries, I’m a tough kid and still young so that helps.
Mentally I am pretty sure this is the hardest thing a man can go through, the stress and fear are incredible but I am coping as best I can. I am not alone. I have friends, we laugh, we play chess, we play trivia to stay sharp, and we share stories and dreams of home and loved ones. I can be hard to deal with, you know me. My mind is quick and my patience thinner than most. But all in all I am holding my own. I cried a lot in the first few months but a little less now. I worry a lot about you and mom and my friends.
They tell us you have abandoned us and/or don’t care but of course we know you are doing everything you can and more. Don’t worry Dad, if I do go down, I won’t go thinking anything but what I know to be true. That you and mom love me more than the moon & the stars.
I am obviously pretty scared to die but the hardest part is not knowing, wondering, hoping, and wondering if I should even hope at all. I am very sad that all this has happened and for what all of you back home are going through. If I do die, I figure that at least you and I can seek refuge and comfort in knowing that I went out as a result of trying to alleviate suffering and helping those in need.
In terms of my faith, I pray everyday and I am not angry about my situation in that sense. I am in a dogmatically complicated situation here, but I am at peace with my belief.
I wish this paper would go on forever and never run out and I could just keep talking to you. Just know I’m with you. Every stream, every lake, every field and river. In the woods and in the hills, in all the places you showed me. I love you.